I built The Last Chance to share my testimony of the Biblical Gospel of Jesus Christ, proved true in my life completely against my free will. I'd chosen atheism as a comforter despite knowing well of the story of the Bible yet unfamiliar with the science of God the Spirit.
Once I had months of documentation typed out from iMessage notes and memory, I became ambitious about organizing notes in an an advanced, filterable, and public format with what I knew about web development from my hobbies.
I built a foldable blog format but was quickly forbidden by the period of fasting from desktop computers and notetaking throughout Jan–Feb 2025. In hindsight, I believe the extended period was meant to be much shorter but many failed attempts resulted in repeat attempts until I finally managed a period of approximately two weeks. At that time, I used a notebook to record dreams.
I practiced lucid dreaming and dream journaling for a matter of weeks in high school. The phenomena of lucid dreams increased noticeably but not overwhelmingly. Periodic extremely vivid or lucid dreams—there is a difference—continued throughout my life. Almost all had no clear message or significance beyond novelty.
I remained curious about dream phenomena. I wanted to understand how dreams work; I wanted to know if dream entities were mere figments of the mind or possibly intelligent entities on their own. Were they at least sometimes a result of spirits of the dead, psychic impressions of the living, or truly nothing more than nightly neural defragmentation. Sleep and dreams account for 25–30% of our lives—is anything so mundane less understood by science?
I began to note odd occurrences surely beyond coincidence. Dreams occasionally showed signs of intelligence, but not necessarily the characters of dreams. For example, a dream would end at a distinctly appropriate moment instead of fading out or being truncated by an alarm. Examples include:
Dreams are more than our mind. Sleep leaves us open to contact from external intelligence capable of manipulating our dreams and sending us messages, at least. I believe such events are much more prevalent than most notice.
The more we sleep, the more we dream. Marijuana suppresses dreams. Beside that, I know no way atypical dreaming.
I can't believe it either—an unseen external intelligence speaks to me vocally, shows dream-like visuals at the edge of consciousness, and most incredibly, mind control. Many a time, in the night, I think, "I can't believe this is real."
I explain it as the guidance of the Holy Spirit. What else could it be? "That's not God—that's the devil." I hear that one a lot. Many people believe God wants nothing of them and cannot possibly ask anything of them, and even if He could, it certainly couldn't be something they didn't want to do. I implore everyone: get religious, write your dreams, and pray to know God's plan for you. Write down one question for God on a notebook at your bedside before sleep. (I had to ask three times to find out what happened to Ted Bundy.)
Unsurprisingly it's a common topic, or at least it was. Now, everyone has grown accustomed. It's been over eighteen months. I didn't go crazy. A cousin said it best: "Unfortunately, you don't seem to exhibit any signs of mental illness." Ha, yes, unfortunately. If it was simple illness, I wouldn't have sold all my favorite things to do, for one.
Some particularly quarrelsome family taunt me with accusations of psychiatric disorders. Go talk to someone! Why? To tell them what—I see and hear things while I'm sleeping? What do they know? Not only is the internet in our pockets, but even if we're incapable of research ourselves, AI has more information than any doctor. All consultants have been obsolete for 15+ years to anyone keyboard literate.
Many of my closest family are disbelievers, mockers even, despite exposure to so much more content than this site offers. (Compilation is time consuming.) They're Christians, but they have no interest yet strong opinions. Even hearing about it frustrates them. Their behavior is bizarre and emotional. Distant family, friends, or acquaintances are much better listeners, on average.
I trust anyone reading this page would credit this document to be at least pseudo-scientific—not megalomaniacal rantings and ravings. Yet, the latter appears to be the common reception. I recall a single curious person who asked questions about the events. Most people don't care and can't be troubled to read the data. An equal share adamantly deny the claim of divinity yet again also refuse to read the material. Where's the investigative spirit? Some of these people are devoutly religious, they say, yet have no interest. This is not my doing and not to my credit; I'm merely pointing at the God phenomena. I share and will continue to share for the spirit of evangelism, to spread the Gospel of Jesus Christ. No human flattery matches the sheer amazing I receive in the night.
One may think exposure to such radical spiritual occurrences would greatly increase faith and obedience, and perhaps it does, but adherence isn't any easier.